I'm still thinking. Whether to take the offer up or not.
I've read all sorts of thing, from websites to forums. I've asked family and friends.
But still I can't decide.
Why is it so DAMN HARD for me to decide??
80% of my family members are objecting resolutely giving me all sorts of reasons: job future, language problem, environment adaptations, culture readjustment... ...
Up to 90% pf my friends are supporting me with might and encouragement, I love you guys.
But still, I CAN'T FREAKING DECIDE it.
I know, I'm young and all, I should go out into the world and take a look, go overseas, be one of those few ones (I mean about 10+) to be offered by Petronas to go overseas for Pre-U AND Degree, go for this adventure, learn all the new stuff, gain wonderful experience as well as enjoy the weather and everything.
But, what if I accidentally slip and fall? I mean, it's all in French, the course and everything else. People don't speak English there. And job future? Where can I go in Petronas while I work for them for 10 years? And the bond, the sum of money I have to pay back if this thing doesn't turn out to be beautiful?
It's been 24 hours since I know I'm going to France for chemical engineering. And yet, after hours and hours of thinking, gathering all the things I've thought, I can't decide.
I'll wait till I got the package and read through the contract. Then I'll see again. Dammit.
I really hate making decisions. I never knew choosing between a "yes" or "no" can be so perplexing and brain-straining.
Here comes the lamest question of all time: If you are in my shoes now, what would you do?
Yvonne..
I've read all sorts of thing, from websites to forums. I've asked family and friends.
But still I can't decide.
Why is it so DAMN HARD for me to decide??
80% of my family members are objecting resolutely giving me all sorts of reasons: job future, language problem, environment adaptations, culture readjustment... ...
Up to 90% pf my friends are supporting me with might and encouragement, I love you guys.
But still, I CAN'T FREAKING DECIDE it.
I know, I'm young and all, I should go out into the world and take a look, go overseas, be one of those few ones (I mean about 10+) to be offered by Petronas to go overseas for Pre-U AND Degree, go for this adventure, learn all the new stuff, gain wonderful experience as well as enjoy the weather and everything.
But, what if I accidentally slip and fall? I mean, it's all in French, the course and everything else. People don't speak English there. And job future? Where can I go in Petronas while I work for them for 10 years? And the bond, the sum of money I have to pay back if this thing doesn't turn out to be beautiful?
It's been 24 hours since I know I'm going to France for chemical engineering. And yet, after hours and hours of thinking, gathering all the things I've thought, I can't decide.
I'll wait till I got the package and read through the contract. Then I'll see again. Dammit.
I really hate making decisions. I never knew choosing between a "yes" or "no" can be so perplexing and brain-straining.
Here comes the lamest question of all time: If you are in my shoes now, what would you do?
Yvonne..
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