I found out that I can't sleep. I know, it's like 4 something a.m. here.
So I thought I'll blog a bit here about what happened last night.
Hmm, to shorten it to one word --- BAM!
Seriously, I got multiple heart attacks in one night.
Want me to list them down? Okay here goes:
1. I just found out that I got the Petronas Scholarship for Overseas doing Chemical Engineering. At first I was thinking I'll be doing the Pre-U in here, and until one of my seniors reminded me ---
2. Suddenly I also found out that I'm going to do my Pre-U overseas, because I overlooked something when I was reading the results. It came quite shockingly, because I was totally getting prepared to do my Pre-U here, enjoying the mamak stall and all...hmm..and next ---
3. I also realized that "How am I going to get curry when I'm overseas??? And also my room, my desktop, my bed, my teddies, my desk, my this, my that...". And hubby also pointed out that "it'll cost you a bomb". He's referring to the curry anyway. Well, yes, not only that, but all the other things as well.
4. If that wasn't enough, I also realized that I'll be FLYING THIS YEAR. In a FEW MONTHS time at MOST. OMG, I barely have the time to kiss everything goodbye! I mean, I'll be going overseas for a FEW YEARS, not a few MONTHS. It's a long time. I'm gonna miss everything like CRAZY. Yes that includes my parents, my friends (yes you who are reading this), my best friends, my relatives, my NS pals, my everyone. T___T...
Hmm, I wonder why am I not in Intensive Care Unit (ICU) already. Seeing as I got 4 major heart attacks and all. I mean, I screamed (literally) when I knew I got it. I'm really happy, seriously, this is more happy than knowing my SPM results. Cuz this is my future. How can I not be happy?
By the way, I didn't know which country I'm going to yet, people. But I'll call Petronas tomorrow and find out.
Man, suddenly I got a lot of things to worry about. Another senior already start telling me about "winter clothes, laptop, digital cams, food and stuff". O____O *Heart attack again*. And also the Visa! *starts worrying again*
But really, this is too soon. Too SOON. Sighs.
At first, I was thinking IF I didn't get this, I'll just sighs, give up the whole thing, and just turn to Tar College and forget about whatever brilliant future.
Thank god. I will contribute back n-times the amount you rewarded me. I thank you, my God.
One thing I'm sad about is I have to give up my Japanese course which I'm fully intending to take in Tar College end of this May (sorry Siew Lee..). The one course I'm very excited and look forward to after all these months.
Somehow, I feel like I'm writing my farewell notes here *sobs*. XDXDXD. No!! I AM NOT GONNA CRY. No way. Don't make me.
Anyway, I will update soon after I called and asked about where I'm going. Hopefully it's not somewhere like Africa, Indon or something *prays again*.
Yvonne..
So I thought I'll blog a bit here about what happened last night.
Hmm, to shorten it to one word --- BAM!
Seriously, I got multiple heart attacks in one night.
Want me to list them down? Okay here goes:
1. I just found out that I got the Petronas Scholarship for Overseas doing Chemical Engineering. At first I was thinking I'll be doing the Pre-U in here, and until one of my seniors reminded me ---
2. Suddenly I also found out that I'm going to do my Pre-U overseas, because I overlooked something when I was reading the results. It came quite shockingly, because I was totally getting prepared to do my Pre-U here, enjoying the mamak stall and all...hmm..and next ---
3. I also realized that "How am I going to get curry when I'm overseas??? And also my room, my desktop, my bed, my teddies, my desk, my this, my that...". And hubby also pointed out that "it'll cost you a bomb". He's referring to the curry anyway. Well, yes, not only that, but all the other things as well.
4. If that wasn't enough, I also realized that I'll be FLYING THIS YEAR. In a FEW MONTHS time at MOST. OMG, I barely have the time to kiss everything goodbye! I mean, I'll be going overseas for a FEW YEARS, not a few MONTHS. It's a long time. I'm gonna miss everything like CRAZY. Yes that includes my parents, my friends (yes you who are reading this), my best friends, my relatives, my NS pals, my everyone. T___T...
Hmm, I wonder why am I not in Intensive Care Unit (ICU) already. Seeing as I got 4 major heart attacks and all. I mean, I screamed (literally) when I knew I got it. I'm really happy, seriously, this is more happy than knowing my SPM results. Cuz this is my future. How can I not be happy?
By the way, I didn't know which country I'm going to yet, people. But I'll call Petronas tomorrow and find out.
Man, suddenly I got a lot of things to worry about. Another senior already start telling me about "winter clothes, laptop, digital cams, food and stuff". O____O *Heart attack again*. And also the Visa! *starts worrying again*
But really, this is too soon. Too SOON. Sighs.
At first, I was thinking IF I didn't get this, I'll just sighs, give up the whole thing, and just turn to Tar College and forget about whatever brilliant future.
Thank god. I will contribute back n-times the amount you rewarded me. I thank you, my God.
One thing I'm sad about is I have to give up my Japanese course which I'm fully intending to take in Tar College end of this May (sorry Siew Lee..). The one course I'm very excited and look forward to after all these months.
Somehow, I feel like I'm writing my farewell notes here *sobs*. XDXDXD. No!! I AM NOT GONNA CRY. No way. Don't make me.
Anyway, I will update soon after I called and asked about where I'm going. Hopefully it's not somewhere like Africa, Indon or something *prays again*.
Yvonne..
2 comments:
mou ichi do... OMEDETOU~~~!!! *sprinkles flowers n shiny papers on u*
Aww... Keep in touch!
En!! Arigatou gozaimasu!!
Keep in touch ne! Izumo!
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