僕はまたあんなふうに誰か愛せるのかな

Just changed blog song.

I think I've been listening to this song for over 100 times within these 2 months.

月とナイフ (Tsuki no Naifu)

by スガ シカオ (Suga Shikao)

僕の言葉が足りないのなら

If my words are not enough for you

胸をナイフで裂いて　えぐり出してもいい

Cut my heart with a knife and rip it out

君の迷いと　言い訳ぐらい

Your excuses and hesitations -

ほんとは僕だって　気づいてたのさ

Really, even I noticed it

いつかまた　あんなふうに誰かを憎むのかな

Will I hate someone like that again?

だとしたら　もっともっと

If so, embrace me more and more

抱きしめて　トゲのように心に刺さればいい

Like a thorn piercing your heart,

あなたに　ずっとずっと　残ればいい

Let it remain in you, forever and forever...

今更何も　言わないけれど

From now on, it would be better not to say anything

君の言葉は全部　ウソでいいんだろう

For all your words are lies

こんな事ばかり繰り返してたら

If I repeat it over and over

僕の涙はいつか　月に届くだろう

Maybe someday, my tears will reach the moon

僕はまた　あんなふうに誰か愛せるのかな

Will I be able to love someone like that again?

その時は　きっときっと

When the time comes, surely, without a doubt,

かぐわしい　風のように時が流れればいい

I can move on like the fragrant wind flowing over time

いつまでもずっとずっと　続けばいい

Forever, always, continuing......

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It's a simple song, with his raw voice and quite acoustic guitar background, but it seeps into my heart simple as it is.

Yvonne..